[HE SAID IT WAS NOTHING BAD!!! And holy shit he is having the hardest time maintaining eye contact right now holy shit this is awkward. He's making it awkward WHY IS HE LIKE THIS]

Oh my God, I have tried so many times, you don't even know. And then I'd totally wimp out and uh, to be honest I think it's most of why I haven't been around as much. I-- I uh, see, I'm not really the best when it comes to talking just, in general? And I'm even worse at it when I'm trying to like, talk about... I guess personal things? I think this is a personal thing. But not like, a bad one! I-- oh my God I'm sorry, I'm...

[And he's rambling. He pauses, takes a deep breath, rubs at his face a bit, clearly stalling. As you do.]