He's not to know she did the worst of it before she even knew the power was hers.

"When I met Melcheron - that was his name - and he told me that my whole life was just... something written in a book, I stopped. I stopped eating, I stopped trying, I stopped doing anything." And when she thinks back on it, she's ashamed of how she acted. It had felt like the only thing she could do then.

"I couldn't stand the idea that I had no control over anything. It felt like my whole life had been a joke."