Well.. Okay. At least they're not in you right now.
[Is that a silver lining? He's terrible at being optimistic. He's been trying for the past few months but trying to see the good in: horror tentacle beasts come out of me - is stretching it for him.]
I've seen some shit. Not quite like that but... horrible stuff people shouldn't have to witness. Or be forced to do.
[he pulls the wolf to his side, rubbing at her fur a to ground him in the present and not dwell on the past. Especially not the past of four minutes ago.]
I'm never gonna be okay. But yeah I guess I'm fine. As much as I can be anyway. At least he's not really here. I guess there being something that can turn into anything else is actually worse, but.. I'm sorta relieved it isn't the real thing.
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[Is that a silver lining? He's terrible at being optimistic. He's been trying for the past few months but trying to see the good in: horror tentacle beasts come out of me - is stretching it for him.]
I've seen some shit. Not quite like that but... horrible stuff people shouldn't have to witness. Or be forced to do.
[he pulls the wolf to his side, rubbing at her fur a to ground him in the present and not dwell on the past. Especially not the past of four minutes ago.]
I'm never gonna be okay. But yeah I guess I'm fine. As much as I can be anyway. At least he's not really here. I guess there being something that can turn into anything else is actually worse, but.. I'm sorta relieved it isn't the real thing.
That's fucked up of me isn't it?